Tuesday, April 10, 2007 4/10/2007 11:41:00 PM

Many may have heard of this beautiful movie which has haunted me since i watched the it on tv on saturday.. not that i din watch it before.. but it has the sorta effect that lingers even after it's been watched over and over again.. :)

There's a song that inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write
over and over again.
I'm awake inthe infinite cold,
but you sing to me
over and over and over again.

So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're myonly hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy
dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are
so far, sing to me of the plans
that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony.
Singing in all that I am.
At the top of my lungs,
I'm giving it back.

So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.

Not sure if i've ever pasted the lyrics here.. but it's indeed a haunting melody that i've committed to memory.. the show itself is so incredibly beautiful.. about a short lived love.. physically at least, cos that love lives on even after the girl's death in the ones she loved and who loved her...

That's y it makes such a beautiful MOVIE.

reality check: life isn't like that.. or maybe if the exact same thing happens it might.. cos love is like that.. like an elusive butterfly.. here one day, and gone the next... i've seen it go.. even for couples who have been married coming to 22 years..... by then, the two lead seperate lives...

there are anomalies of cos.. like Bernard and Ying who will be celebrating their 20th wedding anniversary!!!! congratulations!!! it's nice to noe that some marriages don't end with a divorce.. or a seperation.. there's too much of that nowadays.. it's a sad fact.. which is why, the love in the movie is so pure, so beautiful cos it was new.. it had just begun.. and time, in a way, froze it at that point such that only it's beauty was preserved.. had there been a few more years added, that beauty might be tarnished or cease to exist..

the days been insanely full of late.. but come may it'll all be over.. most of it at least... a student has called for tuition.. :) can start depending on myself! hopefully.. if things work out well on fri.. though friday... damn.. such an odd day for tuition to be arranged... should have another comin if the person's interested... apparently i quoted too high for her.. rubbish.. pri 6 psle!!! stress.. haha..investiture is tmw.. cant wait to step down.. it's another load off my overladen mind.. on the bright side, haven't slept durin lesson this week..perhaps it's cos of my diet.. promised u i'd eat more so i did.. :)

the following months shall indeed be a walk to remember.. and i hope i can keep holding on...

You're not alone
together we stand
i'll be by your side
you know i'll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feels like the end
theres no place to go you know i wont give in
no i wont give in.

Chorus :Keep holding on'
cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you,
i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say,
nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through.

So far away i wish you were here
before it's too late this could all disapear
before the doors close,
this comes to an end
but with you by my side i will fight and defend
i'll fight and defend yeah yeah.

Chorus :Hear me when i say, when i say
i believe nothings gonna change, nothings gonna change destiny
what ever is ment to be
will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeah
lalalalalalala...Chorus x2

i'm tired.. but life's been fulfilling.. and i thank God for all the blessings he has given me.. at the expanse of sounding slightly Christian like.. jus tot i'd give him some credit.. too all those facing a tough life right now, keep holding on.. and we'll make it thru together.. :) we've been blessed with many ppl hu help us along this walk.. the ppl we shall remember..

on a sentimental note, let i wanna thank these ppl for their help thus far:
My mum... who's really been extremely supportive..
My dad... who tries i'm sure..
my family who've been the constant foundation..
Lovely friends... Leng, Drea, Bin, Ig, Angel, Taran, Sam, Fi and all i forgot to mention.. sorry bout that.. hee hee.. if i were to list them all it'd be endless..
Magnificent teachers.. ms cheah, mr tan, mrs lau, mr tang, mr lim, ms ng, ms ang, ms teh... u guys rock!
and grand aunt for her endless support..
Last but definitely not least.. my darling Shaun.. :) i thank the day fi intro-ed u to me..:))) i love you..

i feel like an oscar winner.. :P shall go to bed.. n escape to the dream plane where anything is possible...dekker, we'll emerge victorious.. jus keep up the great work! Zendo too! :D nights!